Monday, May 6, 2013

Episode 25: Down the Rabbit Hole and Suffocating


Air.

The breath of life.

We are immersed in its invisible currents, and it travels throughout our bodies to bring life to each cell, our lungs infusing our blood with that precious O, and our blood cells in organs along the route suck it up, this life-giving element without which they, and we, will die.

Air.

How easy it is to take for granted, to forget about its ubiquitous and necessary presence in each moment we know ourselves to exist.

Thanks so much to Douglas A. Sirois for permission to use this beautiful image, one that captures my feeling about the sacredness of air, especially given my increasing lack of the element in which we are immersed and dead without! The artist has many spiritual and fantasy illustrations I love!
www.dougsirois.com
douglas.sirois@verizon.net
http://dsiroisillustration.blogspot.com/
http://www.imdb.com/name/nm4223178/

So.  Why is it that my cells are not getting enough air?  That is the medical question of the day, the hour, the year. In fact, dyspnea—shortness of breath—began noticeably for me over Christmas and New Year’s while traveling to Europe and Switzerland. Actually, it was more like utter exhaustion than shortness of breath—the shortness of breath came because I was trying to get that precious air to the muscles that threatened to give out beneath me.

Air didn’t seem so invisible to me that day.  Of course, I couldn’t see it, but I could visualize its little superhero blobs traveling newly oxygenated from my lungs through the arteries, greeted with joy and celebration by the thirsty cells waiting in muscle and tendon and bone and organ, the parts of us that need that bloody, airy drink to keep going.